Sunday, April 13, 2008

Speaking Words Of Wisdom

Is this what love is? This emotion that you feel before falling asleep whilst thinking about him. The desire to spend all your time in his arms. The butterflies in your stomach when you think about seeing him.
The way you look at him, and you think to yourself that he's the most beautiful person in your eyes. The fear of dissapointing him, of losing him. The loss of words when you look at him. The smile that appears on your face when he tells you that it's with you that he wants to be. The shiver that you get when he runs his hand through your hair. The impression that time goes by so much faster when you're with him. The sadness that fills you when it's over. The desire to start over even if you're scared of taking risks. Willing to suffer again & again. Because you love him...»

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

A Little Piece Of Heaven.

He does nothing but flirt, he wants to get all the girls." "All the women of your life reunited as me! :D" Wah the L5 f*ck I liked Popstar so much. "Yeah me too, it's not normal though, I'm a guy :(" Yeahhh, and Billy Crawford, damn it I was such a fan. Keep on tracking mee (8). Miss Chachacha Miss Chachacha Miss CHACHACHA! Ok... Yeah, well I loved Lorie, with a Latino twist, oh oh oh (8). Okay. I'm stopping, because I'm worth nothing, I don't even know the Greek alphabet. I'll probably end up working as a fishmonger, just like the rest of our class :) Okay, apart from one or two. I have a memory problem too, it seems I can't remember stuff, well that's all good. "What's your perfume? You smell so good." "It's GIORGIO ARAMANIIII." Why am I going to repeat when I have 10.31 et you, they tell you that the opinion is favorable to the Prince?? Stef...LET GO OF YOUR HAIR. Fuck, what the hell is it with that girl, I can see her huge love bite from the other side of the classroom! Well, if not I'll have an argument :) Cool life. I love it <3. And on that, I'm going to eat a tub of ice cream. That way I'll gain some more calories, dairy product + fatty stuff + more dairy products + all kinds of sugar = Equivalent of a meal and a half. Oh who am I kidding? I can't skip a meal, and I don't care about calories :).
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<3, I'm a whore, a superficial one, t'étais mon premier love. Esh. Shit, What do I do now ? I think I should hide behind a coconut tree. I would only survive 3 to 7 days on a deserted island anyway, that sucks. Je partage pas la nourriture, damn! You got me lifted, shifted (8) Really ? C'est ironiiique ! Aha la blague. C'est pas marrant. Je sais. T'es con. [ C'est toi le con! ] Ta gueeeule. [ C'est toi la gueule ]. Erf, What's happening to the world ? Like tottalyOhMyGawd. Vodka has no effect on me. Une nuit blanche externe. That was fun. Un reveillon inoubliable. With random people? Ouh Yeah. I miss you. J'ai detruit mes nouvelles resolutions. Pff ! Je suis nulle mais pas la seule. Haha ! Funny, I know. J'ai vu le soleil se lever. Watchh the sun riiiisssseeee (8) I'm the ice cream woman! Okay. Whatever. J'ai un sapin de noël en or. Shut up :). I love men, cause they're useless. I kiss girls anyways! Hehe, that's the stuff. Birmingham ? Too great xD. Je me balade avec du scotch et une seule chaussette. I know, I'm so cool. Build the bridge and get over it. Okay I think i'm done. BITCH.

" You'll end up killing yourself anyways because you're so stupid ! "

[ -F*ck. I didn't mean to say thaat ! :D ]

Monday, April 7, 2008

Here Comes The Sun. (L)

Things seem to be taking a turn for the better.
I'm seeing things in a different light, and I think I like it.
I live for those lazy days at the beach were I can just lay there and figure out the shapes of the clouds or ponder about anything and everything.

It's getting better now. Easier.
There's still so much responsibility on my shoulders, but I know how to handle it now.
All I really need is a little more freedom, and things will be perfect.

The old girl you used to know...the happy, smiley, crazy one. She's still there, but lately the other girl has taken over. The angry, paranoid, bitchy one is the girl you've known for the past few months.
I can now say that the real me is coming out to play again.

I'm ready to make big changes in my life. To go far, and make the most of what I have. I know that my life hasn't always been that great, but I can easily understand that now. I'm prepared and looking forward to becoming something real, something I actually love. My dreams are going to come true, and I can now say that and feel 100% sure of it.

I can't really be sure of everything. I'm not capable of answering every question that I'm asked, and I can't do everything.
Because really, I'm just your average teenage girl. My hair never goes the way I want it to, my room can't stay tidy for longer than a day. I shout, I cry, I laugh, I smile.

I love where I am right now. I've got everything I need right here, and the people I love are always there, no matter which country they're in.
I'm just living for this moment, and there's no point in regretting the past. What's done is done, and I never regret anything that made me smile. I'm looking forward to the future, and everything it contains. I know that whatever happens, I'll always have people to help me out and be right by my side.

I love everything and everyone about this place. I couldn't ask for anything better.

Mia; Lucy; EmmaG;
Georgie; Harrie; Sam;
The two J's;
I love you all.
Thank you so much.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Are You Perspiring From The Irony?

She's so stupid. She had made a gorgeous post, and then she accidentally deleted it -_-'
In the end, she still hasn't grown up. She never knows what she wants. So she ends up just getting nothing. Right now, she's annoying, very annoying, and she knows it. And also far too STUBBORN. If everything doesn't go her way, she sulks ^.- Nothing is ever good enough. Right now she wants to Have more freedom. Stuff her face with chocolate without having to think about her limit. Spend more time with her friends. Go to the cinema. Be a little less naïve. Be in a good mood every day. Get the best out of life. Be less scared of hurting people. In short, she would like a lot of things...but it's almost the holidays =D
And after that, she'll get to work.
Okay, really pointless post ^^

I've Got The Gift Of One Liners.

Love <33

Friends - Love - Friendship - Happiness - iPod =3 - Eyeliner - Music - Purple - Beauty - Brunette =) - Mascara - Fuck You - England - The OC - Grey's Anatomy - OI - Fashion - Amour - Secrets - Comments - Life - Dancing - Writing <3 - Friday evenings x) - Jazz - Snow - Beautiful - Fall Out Boy - Childhood Friends x3 - All Time Low - Christmas (L) - Skinny Jeans - Cute Is What We Aim For - Hallelujah - Photos - Perfect Days - Cinema - Beach - Chocolate - Laptop - TV - Black Nail Polish - Oversize hoodies <3 - Wooden floorboards - My Room - Christmas show - Monaco - Zara - Blogger - Phone - SMS - Webcam - MSN - Live - Oops - Pepitos - Useless Posts - H&M - Partying - Saturdays <3 - Nice Etoile - City - Glitter - Paradise - Orange Juice - Essays x) - Older Brother

I like my pointless posts ^^*

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Six Feet Under The Stars.

Go to a concert. Paint my bedroom green. Drink some vodka. Go to Ikea. Wear a tank top. Rent a furnished apartment. And then smash everything up. Cry for no reason. Buy a dog. Pretend to be hurting. And shut everything out. Take the Metro. And take photos of you. Throw everything out the window. Love you with every inch of my being. That's all I'm worth. Does it dissapoint you? I can't find anything better to do. And it can seem quite ordinary. And it's the list of things I want to do with you. Make you double up with laughter. Shut myself up all day. Write love letters. Drink my coffee black. Get up late. Cry on the pavement. Hold you close to me. Fill a shopping cart. Forgive your mistakes. Play some guitar. Dance on a table. Get my license. Throw everything out the window. Love you with every inch of my being. That's all I'm worth. Does it dissapoint you? I can't find anything better to do. And it can seem quite ordinary. And it's the list of things I want to do with you...