Learning To Fall

When you're a teenager, then you face the facts. I run away from the dramas, the fights, the emo-phase, but it still comes chasing after me like some hungry tiger.

RAWR.

Psh. Tell you what?

I shall gather all that teenage angst and go ROAR!


But there's one part I don't get is why every single teenager feels as though the world (that revolves around them) is constantly against them and everyone (that revolves around them) hates them.

Well, it can be true.

This still leaves me pondering nevertheless. So do the adults have an answer to this?

Just don't tell me it's a phase. I goddamn know that. I want more answers than this.

Geez.

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So maybe, just maybe, I'll run along and be the thirteen-year-old I'm supposed to be, and get over with this year.

Then I'll be happy all over again.

The pros and cons of...

So, today I've spent my time talking to my ex boyfriend, and I watched him and listened to him talk, and I realised a few things about guys.

Warning: The following list is not for angry, bad tempered guys. I'd still like to live, y'know?

The Pros:

1. They can't hold a grudge to save their life.
2. The way they think you don't see them staring.
3. The way they look at you.
4. They always seem to be able to make you laugh, even through your tears.
5. When they think they've hurt you, they apologise profoundly, even after you've forgiven them.
6. They're so cluelessly cute!
7. They PMS too.

The Cons:

1. The way they poke fun at you and gang up on you on MSN.
2. The way they call you up or IM you and you spend hours talking and laughing with him, then the next day at school he completley ignores you.
3. Sometimes, they just don't know when to STOP.
4. They can be so incredibly insensitive.
5. The jerks hurt you, then the next day expect you to just forget about it.
6. When they get mad, they really get mad.
7. Sometimes, you just want them all to dissapear.